Finally after everything i gained and more realistically i thought i gained , i jus learned that all i considered to be my best reasons to be who iam is just a mistake, jus a miscalculation.
and as i lay the gravestone on the best thing that has ever happened to me , i stand a better person,a refined, purfied amalgam of my forlorn past.
what wakes from the bed tomorrow is someone else.
lemme lay flowers as i leave it to eternal rest
let shrubs and flowers bloom over me
let me return as i turn ashes to ashes and
till then goodbye to me ...