Friday, December 03, 2004

network,mind and everything down......

for the last couple of months since i left and academia has started off with my career the net has been a solace to my self imposed solitude....
i jus get plugged on and then jus roam like a wild bison across the tremendous space
.... for the last few days things havent been exactly rockin.........
1. had a really bad experience at people assesment
one of the fundamental skills that a entrepreneur or a manager should posess is the understanding of human behaviour ...........
though no one can have a fool proof assmt the best of the breed are those who can take teh mindscan to the max........
but when emotions and expectations cloud ur vision and judgement then ur in dabgerzone ....u just fckd up and are in choppy waters............
maybe thats what i just been doin over the period...............

somewhere this sinkin feelin is creepin in that i have been losing ground for quite long ........................

the old me is somewhere lost forgotten and laid to rest by the career driven me..........

the me who used to dream about makin my own movies and writing a book and maybe even becoming a rock star ................

stuck deep in a pool of tar
cant raise a finger
nor a hope in mind
ever condemned to a cellar in mind
shalt ur dreams rot for eternal....

but maybe im not that much a sissy
maybe i will cut through even this as well

if the world can push me
i can whoop its ass !

maybe that was a lil melodramtic bravado

so what fuck it !

im gonna kick some ass

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